Imola's Other Translations
''Part I
He opened the door as slowly as he could and turned on the light. The room was warm; it smelled like dust; The shades on the windows were lowered. Aside the bed there was a large wooden table burdened with books, almost all of which were new, some leaves uncut yet. On the other wall leaned a flimsy bookcase, as if made by an amateur, it too filled with books.
-What would you like to become? he heard the voice of the woman in the neighbouring room. Would you like to become an M.P.?...
”He is with Arethia”, he said to himself and headed, tiptoe, towards the bed. Since Spiridon Vădasţra had moved next door, he would enter nervously in his hotel room. Almost every night Vădastra had visitors. The walls were made of framework/half-timber and conversations could be fully overheard. In a few weeks, he had found out much about Vădastra. He had found out that he had recently obtained his Ph.D in Law and that he was director of a newspaper, The Student’s Momentum, which was being subsidized by The Police District Attorney. He found out that his associate and the administrator/ manager of the newspaper, a “nobody” called Voinea, had run away to Iaşi with the entire subsidy for the fallowing issue: 50 000 lei. He had known about Miss Arethia previously; he had caught a glance at them both a few times. Spiridon Vădastra was a meagre young man, black monocle, thorny hair and arrogant walk, of a man sure of himself; he was exactly as Ştefan had imagined him whiles listening to him. Arethia seemed ageless: she was lean, had colourless hair, cheek bones pronouncedly make-up and thin lips. When she smiled, she would close her eyes out of coquetry. Each time Ştefan met her on the stairs, he would catch her pulling down her blouse so as to contour her meagre chest.
-Who?! Me?! Vădastra raised his voice. Anyone can become an M.P. Even a man like Voinea can become an M.P…
-Then, secretary of state?! Arethia snapped.
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- Maybe, Spiridon answered after a short wavering. Yet, what does it mean to be secretary of state?! One is here today, in the graveyard tomorrow. Later you go to the opposition and who knows when your turn will come again…Yes, it is good to be secretary of state, he added. I might become one…Yet, at any rate, what matters if one is secretary of state when there are so many other things?!...
- What other things?!
-Great things! Spiridon exclaimed, strange exclamation in voice. Things that cannot be done by anyone. To discover the North Pole, for instance! Had it not been discovered yet, I would have set out on an expedition, alone, and after years of struggle, I would have discovered it!...This, indeed! All newspapers would have written about me, all kings would have invited me at their courts; I would have become member of academies all round the world! And many more!
“His regrets are getting the best of him” Stefan had understood listening to the elongated silence from next door. It was just as it had been that evening when he had told about his defeat in high school: he told how the curtain was lowered unexpectedly whiles he was playing the Sonata Pathétique on the National Theatre stage because the History teacher’s conference had lasted for too long and the programme needed be reduced by half an hour.
“But why should they reduce precisely my performance?! Vădastra had cried out. Why did I have to be precisely the one whose performance had to be reduced, I who was a prize winning student and a “somebody”?!...I had wanted to make them a surprise. Nobody knew that I had taken up playing the piano. Only Mrs. Zissu knew, as I would practice at her place, for three, four hours a day and I would pay her fifteen lei an hour. Yet all were envious of me. It did not suit them that I had learned this also: to play the piano. I was the best at Writing and Latin, and now I had even learned to play the piano!...”
That night, Ştefan was still to find out that Vădastra had a glass eye and was missing two of his fingers on his right hand. It was only few days ago that he had mentioned the accident: the son of a colonel had shot him by mistake whiles playing with a rifle. Back then, the colonel had given him a large amount of money. Even since he was in hospital, Vădastra had decided on the way he was going to avenge himself: he was going to take up playing the piano, to show the others the little he cared about “the accident”. For a man like him, there were no such things as obstacles. It was then, whiles searching for a piano to rent by the hour, that he had met Mrs. Zissu…
-Fine, but what can you do from this point on?! Arethia finally asked him.
-What?! What can I do?! If one truly wants something, if one wants it with all ones might, one succeeds. And there is no need to stay in Romania. What matters Romania?! It is a small country. However, fancy being in America and accomplishing something great! Something no one had done before, something only you can do! Just imagine, to discover something like Radium, something a thousand times more important than Radium!...I would become the most famous man in the world, and the strongest, and the richest, all at once. What would someone like Edison mean when compared to me?!
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-All would tremble at the sound of my name! I could do as I pleased with the entire world; change even kings, if I wanted.
-…It’s a pity it has already been discovered, Arethia whispered after a pause. Radium, I mean; it’s a pity that it has already been discovered, she repeated with somewhat more courage.
-What does that have to do with it?! Spiridon exclaimed. How many more things can there still be discovered/ There are many more things to be discovered yet! And, besides this, how many more great things are there left to be done?! But, not just like that, a whatever invention, as others do. Something extraordinary, something unique, something that everyone would talk about. To discover, for instance, a new continent or something else! Look, for example, to discover a substance by means of which all one touches would turn into gold!...
-It cannot be! This is the story of that king who…You know what I mean…,yet it cannot be.
-But why should it not be possible?! Spiridon answered more stirred up. Chemistry can do anything. It is a matter of atoms. All one has to do is to change the number of the atoms. And, one day, someone will discover it as many other have been discovered…But what is this to me?! It would have been beautiful should I have discovered it!...A substance that turns to gold all it touches. For instance, I now touch this chair and it would turn to gold! Do you realize what this would mean?! I would become master of the world! I could buy anything, all palaces, all museums. I would buy the Louvre and bring it into my home! And many more! All would tremor at the thought of I! I would pass by on the street and, should it seem to me that someone did not salut me with sufficient respect, I would call a sergeant and order him to arrest him immediately! What could anyone do to me? Should I want, I could even hill him! Yet I would not kill anyone. I am only telling you this for you to see what power I would have and how everyone would fear me. They would know, then, how to treat me. They would know who Spiridon Vădastra is. It would be enough for someone to speak my name so that all turn their heads. When I would enter some place or another, a restaurant, I mean, all would rise to their feet...and many more...
Silence was set once more, abruptly. Only a night moth awoke all of a sudden and began spinning round the light bulb. Whiles searching for a piano to rent by the hour, it was that he had met Mrs. Zissu. Vădastra should have been 15-16 years old back then; Mrs Zissu may have been his first love. He would always talk about her, but he had never described her, he had not alluded to her age, he had not even said wether she was beautiful. He realized that his door was being knocked at, but he did not answer. “It is a mistake, he said to himself; the light on the corridor might have burnt and someone must have mistaken the number of the room.”
-It seems that someone is knocking on the door, he heard Arethia say.
-The knocking is not here, Vădastra said. It is next door…the knocking was heard once more, more powerful.
-Come in, Ştefan shouted.
MIRCEA ELIADE 8
I was the door attendant. He rested in the doorway, politely, almost absent, looking nowhere, and handed in a pair of gloves.
-The chauffeur brought them just now. He said that they belong to the lady you were with and that he had returned from the Brătianu statue to bring them. I gave him a hundred lei…Ştefan took the gloves and stared at them, concentrated, frowning.
-Why will you not open the window? The door attendant spoke again. You will get sick. It is very warm here, in your room…
-What lady? Ştefan asked. Yet that instant he remembered and brightened up.
-Oh, yes, I know, he said. Wait…he sought in his wallet and handed him a bill.
-Might you give me a book to read as well, the door attendant said after having thanked him whiles carefully folding the bill. Ştefan had set towards the wall bookcase and randomly glanced at the shelves.
-But is he even sure that the gloves are hers? he suddenly asked.
-He said that he had returned from the statue of the Brătianu to bring them. He said that they belong to the lady you were with…I would like a beautiful novel, he added in lowered voice, smiling.
After the door attendant left, book under arm, infinite care, almost fright, Ştefan remained in the centre of the room, listening. There were no more voices coming from the neighbouring room. He came near the window and opened it wide. A smell of freshly watered garden came to great him.
“I still have time left, he said to himself leaning on the window. It is not midnight yet…”
…The girl had shrouded her shoulders and smiled. In the moonlight, her cheek seemed even more burnt by the sun and her hair had gained a dim shine, like that of old metal.
-I do not understand you, she said. I cannot tell wether you are joking or you truly believe…
Stealthily, above them, the sky had diminished its brightness. A star rises, lonely, on crown of the woods.
-All types of miracles could occur, he continued without looking at her. Nevertheless, someone must teach you how to look on them so as to know that they are miracles. Otherwise, you will not even see them. You pass them by and do not know that they are miracles. You do not see them…
-I am sorry that I cannot fallow you, she spoke eventually. I would have liked to understand you…
-Some say that this night, at midnight exactly, the skies open up. I do not understand how they could open up, but that is what it is said: that on Midsummer Night the skies open up.
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-Yet, it may be that they open up only for whom has knowledge on how to watch them…
-I do not understand anything, she said. I do not understand…
He flinched and emotionally broke away from the window. The gloves were still on the bed, as he had left them. He brought them near her nostrils. It seems as if they were not hers, he said to himself, bemused. It seems not to be her perfume…
When he had kindled his lighter to light his cigarette, he noticed that her eyes were not green, as he had thought them to be; they seemed so because her cheek was sunburnt, but the colour of her eyes was more of a light green, gold embedded. Her too red mouth and her too white teeth, shining, unveiled by the shyest smile, would light up her face even more.
-I have been listening to you speak all evening long, Ileana began distractedly playing with the lighter, and I do not understand why are you prolonging this joke. Why did you not tell me that you are a writer and that your name is Ciru Partenie?...
He looked at her confusedly, forcing himself to answer her smile with the same smile.
-I could not tell you this because I am no writer and my name is Ştefan Viziru. To be exact: Ştefan I. Viziru, as my father’s name was Ioan...
Short gesture, Ileana bent her forehead. That moment, Stefan remembered, all of a sudden, effortless, what he had been stiffing to remember all those past days: where had he seen before that strange hair colour, which was neither black, nor blue, nor silvery? Now he knew: it was the colour of a rare species of pansy, which he had admired, enchanted, when, as a child, his family had just arrived in the Capital, and he was first taken to Cişmigiu Park. This discovery brightened him up.
-I have only been in Bucharest for a few months now, Ileana spoke again. I know almost no one. And I have read nothing signed by Ciru Partenie. I had barely heard anything about him. However, when I entered the restaurant, I saw someone eyeing you: “There’ Partenie, too, he said. I am surprised to see him coming around here. He may be having a date!...” And all evening long I noticed how so many curious eyes were seeking the sight of you. You were recognized, my dear master! It is useless to keep hiding!...
Ştefan settled himself with silently watching her.
-Are you really upset? Ilaena continued. I heard this when I was entering, near the door; it was beyond my will. And I felt quite intimidated during the entire evening…
-I assure you that I am not Ciru Partenie, he calmly interrupted her, almost gravely. Look, if you need my offering you a proof...
He began searching both pockets at once. He found an envelope and handed it to her. Yet he swiftly took it back and handed her a passport.
-It also has a photograph, he said. It is the best proof of my identity...
She opened it and read the name aloud:
MIRCEA ELIADE 10
- Ştefan Viziru. Thirty-four years old? You do not look your age...
He had approached her without saying who he was or what his name was.
-Look, he began, pointing to the woods, there used to be ponds around these places.
She suddenly turned her head and shuddered to see him so close to her. She had not felt him drawing near. She had heard no footsteps fallowing her. He was a tall man, stoutly built, yet slender, almost tender, and the brightness of his smile had intimidated her.
-...instead of these woods, there used to be ponds. Here is where I used to come with the fellows when I was a child...
He was always talking. Talking about the ponds around Bucharest, about the trees he had seen being planted. He would mostly talk about his childhood.
-...in high school, I had a hedgehog I had grown friends with. When I would come to see him, he would sense me from afar and would come out to meat me half way...
He stopped and suddenly turned his head away. Then he brushed his hand through his hair and looked at her furtively, shy smile, bemused.
-It is curious, he added, but I cannot tell what it is. You have a strange accent, almost foreign...
-I grew up away from my home county and I learned Romanian later in my life. But I learned it on the estate, alongside peasants...
-I once read a book, he continued as if he had not been listening to her, a book about a youth who was searching for snakes and who was talking to them. I am certain that these things are possible. Yet someone must teach you...My hedgehog, for instance, would roll over in front of me, would hide away his spikes and would let me caress him on his stomach. I am sure that I could have learned much from him, but I did not know how to talk to him...
The sun had set. A smell of freshly harvested hay had started to reach all the way to them.
-If you want to, we could stay here for a little while, he said to her.
Both sat down on the grass, face towards the woods.
-I am sorry for this, he started talking, late, but I have to ask you something...
He stopped for a moment, muddled, and looked at her. He felt his looks going beyond her, further away, without seeing her.
-You probably have no car. You might have come all the way to Jianu highway by tram or by bus.
She started laughing.
-By bus, she said. Should have I come by car?
-I suspected this, he whispered. I suspected you have no car...
He had risen to his knees, in the grass, and had drawn near her. He no longer seemed that young, yet he seemed more handsome this way; his straight brow, pale and smooth, bare temples, his large mouth, calm, contrasting with the heat of his looks and the clear shine of his teeth.[...]''